Time for a life update! As I’ve mentioned in some of my previous posts, I’ve recently come out as a trans woman. My chosen name is Suzana, though I haven’t decided how that will affect my blog name. One of my friends told me it makes me my own ghost writer, which I thought was amusing, so I may keep my boy name in the blog title.
I am also freelancing and driving for Lyft, so in theory, I should have more time to post things on here. No promises, though.
Within my journey, I have identified as an ally, before I was out as part of the LGBT community. With that experience in mind, I would like to extend a hand to those who are allies, or want to be allies to the LGBT community. Recently I ran into a person who insisted they were an ally despite doing and saying things that are quite harmful to the community. This is my attempt to educate people about ally-ship from my perspective.
Privilege
The first thing about being an ally is that you have to acknowledge your own privilege. And being privileged is not an insult – it just means that you don’t experience some things that make your life more difficult. Being black, for instance, means your life is in danger whenever you have an interaction with law enforcement. If you’re white, you have the privilege of not having that problem. You can also have varying degrees of privilege in different situations; I always have white privilege, but I only have male privilege if I’m talking on the phone or I’ve gone stealth.
So privilege is descriptive; it’s not an insult. With that being said, people can be assholes because of their privilege – in the aforementioned example, if someone insisted that the black man should just “do what the cop says and you’ll be fine!”, you’re ignoring that they are speaking from a place of privilege and are being a dick.
So what kinds of things give you privilege? Being white, for one. Being male, or even presenting male. Being or presenting straight. You’ll notice that sometimes, it doesn’t even take being in a privileged group to benefit from the privilege. If I go stealth, I gain straight white male privilege while I am in that mode. I don’t cease to be a trans woman – my presentation changes. And it’s not all or nothing – I continue to have white privilege regardless of my gender presentation.
In short, to be an effective ally, start by checking your privilege. Listen to marginalized people when they tell you your experience is not universal.
Intent is not magic
When someone is told they are harming someone else, their first reaction might be to say, “Well, I didn’t mean it that way!” And that statement is almost always true. However, it doesn’t change the harm that was done. It’s like this: If you throw a dart blindfolded at a dartboard, and you miss and hit a priceless painting, it does not matter that you had all the intention of hitting the dartboard – the damage to the painting has still been done. And so using “I didn’t mean it that way!” as a defense doesn’t work – your intent doesn’t change the fact that someone was harmed.
In general, the people who determine whether harm happened are the people who were harmed. In essence, allies don’t get to decide whether or not they harmed someone. So if a member of a marginalized group tells you that you have done or said something harmful, you don’t have the perspective to say you didn’t.
But how to respond? Mostly, just by listening and apologizing. If you are trying to be an ally in good faith, and listening to marginalized people, we can see that. So an apology for the harm you did, and possibly a request to see how you can make it right. Sometimes, making it right is not possible. And in those cases you just have to do better the next time.
There is a caveat to this, however. Intent is not magic, but that does not mean it doesn’t matter at all. Intent is important in the response to a problem. Someone intentionally trolling me is going to get a different response than someone genuinely trying to understand and making a mistake.
Types of Harm
Harm can come in many different forms. The type of harm greatly changes how one should react to it, and how one should go about stopping ongoing harm, and how one makes reparations.
Gross Physical Harm
This is the most basic type of harm, and it’s the one people think of the most. This is where I hit you. It is basic, physical, meatspace harm. Often, people will try and claim that since talking on the internet hasn’t physically hurt someone, they’re not causing harm. (Pro-tip: Don’t be that guy)
Incitement to Gross Physical Harm
This one is also pretty basic. In fact, it’s so basic it’s not even a form of protected speech! This is “You. Go hit him”. This covers things like mob incitement, and swatting, and, “Hey, it’d be really nice if someone punched that guy” This form of harm can be on the internet.
Harassment
This can be targeted or it can be just scattershot, but this includes things like, stalking, making new accounts to get around bans and blocks, and refusing to halt communication when someone asks. It should be noted that Harassment often quickly leads to Gross Physical Harm, most often towards Women. Basically, if you’ve been asked/told/whatever to stop communicating with or at someone, and you continue, you are harassing them.
Indirect harm
This is the hardest kind of harm to parse, and is the most prevalent. This includes things like repeating lies about Black Lives Matter, repeating lies about SJWs, supporting MRAs, disbelieving women who have been victimized, dismissing concerns of marginalized people, and to be perfectly honest, I’d categorize just voting Republican in this category right now. Refusing to listen to marginalized people is harmful to them, because the fewer privileged people are paying attention, the more physical harm can come to us.
Micro-Aggressions
This is kind of a sub-category. Micro-aggressions are things that are tiny, day to day oppressive things that marginalized people have to deal with. None of them ever rise to the level of being able to deal directly with them, but the aggregate of them is exhausting. This is things like, a mother moving her kids away from the black man on the bus, or the “up and down” look at a trans woman, or a cop just having his hand on his weapon when he sees someone with brown skin.
This is by no means an exhaustive look at what it means to be an ally. But if you are curious about how to be a good ally, it’s a decent place to start.